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24 March 2017 @ 12:45 pm
https://www.wattpad.com/story/100092525-wounds-of-a-warpath

Hi again


so I decided to write again and a friend recommended me wattpad.
I won't really call myself a good writer but a story teller....I'll keep improving on my writing.

I decided to show it here since this is where I began writing. It's the reason why I keep writing and I want to show it to you guys plus I promised to keep on writing so here it is.



https://www.wattpad.com/story/100092525-wounds-of-a-warpath

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jDTK05ThUUc&t=90s

The story is - Wounds of a Warpath.

it's set on 1930s and 1940s. basically world war II. Starting from Japan to nanking massacre to the end of war.

Summary: Scarlet was 10 years old when she was saved from a bloody massacre and was brought to another country where she struggled to live normally until she chose to go on a warpath as a soldier that will change her life forever.

there are 7 chapters in the story.

Chapter 1-Scarlet
Chapter 2-Louisiana
Chapter 3-War
Chapter 4-Innovation
Chapter 5-Broken
Chapter 6-Honor
Chapter 7-Home

I lose motivations time to time but that's nothing new, it's a part of writing afterall. But I'll keep on writing when I have time and inspiration.

Anyways, I have been working on this story for 3 years. I've always been a fan of history especially about war like world war 1 & 2, Vietnam war, Korean war and was always blown away by what happened there.

I just hope my story won't offend anyone because I got told that war is not something you can make a story of, it just seems disrespectful, unless it's not fictional.but my intention was just to write out of inspiration by the heroes who fought the war.

Sometimes I don't have fun writing this story due to the brutality occurred in war and the amount of death was overwhelming enough for me to think twice weather I want to go further with this or not.

I have already planned out the plot of the story. Just that I need time to write it with proper expression.

I even attached a link of a video trailer that I made for the story up there.

thanks for your time!

-Aimi
 
 
07 December 2015 @ 07:35 pm
Hi there… I don’t know if anybody is gonna read this. I assume everyone has moved on like me. It’s been more than a year afterall. I know it has been a really REALLY long time since the last post and a lot of things have happen in my life since then.

 And for real this time, I’m no longer a fan of Hey! Say! JUMP. Or Japan for that matter. I still support Japan, since it was my childhood favorite country and I’ll never forget my excitement and passion towards it. I still get angry when people criticize Japan. My sisters joked that after for so long I’m starting to appreciate English music. Which I do. And I actually have more English music than Japanese in my phone. I don’t know… A lot of things happened like I said.

I started to feel it fade when I was in Japanese club at my school one day, I started to feel left out, everyone was enthusiastic about anime and everything else but not me. I have talked about quitting to my Japanese club president and he was very understanding and told me to give it a chance, I attend the club one more time which I did, but I didn’t feel connected anymore. I attended it twice more before I officially left.

I think I lost interest in Japanese when I was watching an English miniseries about more than a year ago. And then I was depressed about working my life to be better. I lost people I love this year. Discover ugly truth about this and that. And then I fell in love and love in return and I couldn’t think of any other man than him. My friends are either getting married and have babies now. All this made me realize I’ve grown. I’m 21 years old I thought one night and in just a year everything is changing. Imagine 10 years in the future.

Then one night I was clearing the folders in my laptop and came across a fanfic I haven’t continued; He loves you. Then I visited my livejournal and saw that I haven’t posted anything since September and it was already October. I felt guilty for not continuing. I did visited a couple of times before that. Then I remembered how clueless I was for continuing the stories I left in my Livejournal. I wasn’t a fan of JUMP anymore I thought. I did attempt to continue it but nothing came to mind.

 Then I decided to read all the comments since I thought it would encourage me like it always does and It did, but in way it made me cry because I couldn’t go on anymore. It’s who I was and not who I am anymore. I’ve never shown my fanfictions writings to anyone in my real life and I’ve never told anyone of my fanfiction.  I did occasionally burst it out to my sisters but I’ve never showed them. This part of me that connects with people I don’t know from around the world that loves to fanfic-read and write used to mean a lot to me. Because I love to write and you guys make me believe I’m a good story teller even though my writing is bad. I’m just as imaginative as you guys. I’ve never met all of you but I will never forget the connection we have here. Something I’ll only keep to myself till I die. Hell, I’ve never told him. And maybe I will tell him one day and to my children one day maybe not… Maybe I just like it keep it between us. All in good times, huh?

I still write. Serious ones and so far I have two stories going on. One story I’m still working on the plot and it has been exactly a year since I planned it. It’s a very long story and very detailed and just… complicated since I’m basing it off the 1940s, so it involves a LOT of research. Hell I even traveled to get detailed information.  And the second story is already at page 114 and 44,454 words. It came a shock to me because I’ve never written that long and the main characters are in their 1st month together. It’s a slow, progressive story I’ll tell ya that. I based it off London when I went there this year and I loveee London. My sister was shock too, the fact I actually print out my story and filed them. If you guys want to read too I'll be happy to show you.

Other than that, what’s going on in my life right now; it’s December, and I’m having my holiday. I’m graduating next year in June. And I’ll be working temporarily at a film production to gain experience in scriptwriting. I still don’t know what my future goal is, but I’m stuck between scriptwriting and sewing business. I don’t plan to be writer or anything, but I do hope to share my stories one day.

So, I don’t know how to end this coz I always suck at ending. And I’ve already vented out my feelings. Now I just want to say, I’m sorry. I will not continue my stories. If you want to continue it then by all means.

And Thank you very much for all your support for the past years. Seriously, this ain't an award speech bullshit I'm for real, for the bottom of my heart; Thank you you lovelies. I didn't think I would've made it that far without you guys.

I wonder if you guys have moved on too. or still support Hey! Say! JUMP. Either way, that’s great. But I love to know what you fanfic writers are up to now.

Love you all and again, I just wanna say Thanks!

Ja neee~~~~ <3

Love, Hagino_Aimi.
 
 
27 September 2014 @ 03:17 am
Title: Family (part 7)
Pairing: Takaki Yuya x Inoo Kei
Rating: PG-13
type: chaptered
Author: Hagino_aimi
Summary: the title. (Can’t think of a summary)
A/N: This fic is the continuation of the fic I made, Love comes. But this one concentrates on the family. Also, new Jr. pairing appears so…


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25 July 2014 @ 12:56 am
first of all. Im so sorry.

I remember some of you guys said that you wait for my updates but now I'm not gonna update in a while.

I'm having my part time job at a really BIG and IMPORTANT place since june and my shift is unorganized. well, not really but I don't make the schedules so it's why I thought there was no right time to write.

plus my mind is kinda blocked, there is no more ideas coming into my head when I'm daydreaming. my mind is full of reality at the moment.

BUT!

ideas are coming back to me, only like 20%.

remember, my love for JUMP is no longer strong and I don't check on them as much anymore. so it may take a while for me to write again.

so don't wait. I seriously feel guilty so I'm really sorry.

thank you though. 
 
 
13 June 2014 @ 11:43 pm
Title: He loves you part 4
Pairing: Yabu Kota x Inoo Kei
Rating: NC-17
Type: Chaptered
Author: Hagino Aimi
Summary: I seriously don’t know how to summarize but let’s just say Yabu was attracted to Inoo Kei when they met on the way to Yabu’s fiancé’s bachelorette’s party.
A/N: It’s because I got the idea at once so yeah…
              
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03 June 2014 @ 12:16 am
Title: Family (part 6)
Pairing: Takaki Yuya x Inoo Kei
Rating: NC-17
type: chaptered
Author: Hagino_aimi
Summary: the title. (Can’t think of a summary)
A/N: This fic is the continuation of the fic I made, Love comes. But this one concentrates on the family.



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16 May 2014 @ 01:22 pm
so the fandom has been WILLLDDD about this Yabu girlfriend thingy.
Some angry,sad, jealous and few happy?

and I am one of those fan who is HAPPYYYY!!!!

wow I mean just WOW!!! I am so happy for Yabu! coz in interviews and stuff he's like not getting married until 30 bla bla bla and I was worried about that!

and then i woke up to a yabu scandal! and my mood just filled with tons of happiness!

This is one of the advantages of being an Ex JUMP fan. You don't mind them having a girlfriend. (excpet if their gf is akb, I'm very much against that)

I keep flailing here and there! and just WAAAHHH!!!!!! she's cuteeee!!!!!! and ohh~ pretty legs~

and Yabu... that mustache............. sigh..... Im sure your girlfriend will scold you to shave that....or not xD

and they live together?!?!?!!??!!?!?
I can imagine Yabu cutting the onions the wrong way and his girlfriend is like 'that's wrong! just sit down while I cook!' nyahahahah!

and rumors Yabu will quiet JE after 30?
Believe it or not. I'm fine with it. if he wants to quit JE for the sake of making a family life with her, that's fine. I'm very supportive of that. I'm sure inoo and hikaru is okay with that too xD

And thennnnn

because of this, My motivations to continue my fics is.... 0... it's because maybe my thoughts has grew. like yaoi is starting to fly out of my brain or something. and seeing Inoo in a new drama with Mizusawa makes me see him as a 'boy'. like I always imagine Inoo and Michishige Sayumi as a couple or Natsuyaki Miyabi. meh xD

Yabunoo, Yabuhika, Takanoo started to disappear  but not completely. I'm in page 5 of Family ever since weeks ago actually. because I'm running out of ideas. so I need Yabunoo, Yabuhika takanoo to motivates me but none so far.

BUT DONT WORRY!

I WILL CONTINUE THEM!... but it'll take time! ^_^y

anyways!

I demand Yabu to get married this INSTANT! or well, wait for 25. but his girlfriend is 26 now! and as a girl myself, my ideal age of marriage is 25 above. YABUUU!!! MAKE THAT GIRL YO WIFE ALREADY!
 
 
13 May 2014 @ 08:39 pm
Title: He loves you part 3
Pairing: Yabu Kota x Inoo Kei
Rating: PG-13
Type: Chaptered
Author: Hagino Aimi
Summary: I seriously don’t know how to summarize but let’s just say Yabu was attracted to Inoo Kei when they met on the way to Yabu’s fiancé’s bachelorette’s party.
A/N: It’s because I got the idea at once so yeah….



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21 April 2014 @ 09:59 pm
Title: He loves you part 2
Pairing: Yabu Kota x Inoo Kei
Rating: NC-17
Type: Chaptered
Author: Hagino Aimi
Summary: I seriously don’t know how to summarize but let’s just say Yabu was attracted to Inoo Kei when they met on the way to Yabu’s fiancé’s bachelorette’s party.
A/N: It’s because I got the idea at once so yeah….



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20 April 2014 @ 04:29 pm
Title: Family (part 5)
Pairing: Takaki Yuya x Inoo Kei
Rating: PG-13
type: chaptered
Author: Hagino_aimi
Summary: the title. (Can’t think of a summary)
A/N: This fic is the continuation of the fic I made, Love comes. But this one concentrates on the family.


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